Derrick Tan ~

Countdown to 11 more months to ORD .

2011-05-22T20:59:00.007+08:00

finally it's 2011 and soon it's gonna be June !! finally i been serving National Service for nearly 13 months since i enlisted in May 5 2010 .

Back to blog again .

2010-11-27T09:37:00.006+08:00

East Coast Outing ,

2010-10-17T21:34:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a great day went to East Coast Park Cycling with Baby and friends, It's been a long time didn't went to there . Reached there around 3 plus and waited mei juan and yong an at the bus stop , after that we headed to east coast park , when we reached there , we straight away rent bicycles . Total we rent 9 bicycles. Quite Cheap $ 6 for 2 Hours . Dinner we went to Bedok , Wanted to eat at Marina Square but we end up at Bedok . Took wrong bus .

Reached home at 10pm plus and it's so tiring and smelly , sweaty .

2 more week to go and it's our 1 year Anniversary . :)

2010-09-07T19:51:00.002+08:00

Feel so great having 1 week block leave , 13 september had to go back to Home Team Academy for POC rehearsal . Rehearsal will be 3 days from Monday to Wednesday . After that i get my posting ... Hope either SA or SSO ,because i don't had any posting for me to choose cos i am PES C1 .

Sentosa Outing with Baby.

2010-09-05T21:39:00.006+08:00

Back to blog again after so long never post anything :)
Yesterday was a great day went for Sentosa with Baby :) Reached around 2 pm plus , took 963R from my house to Vivo city then wait for baby at Tangs, after that we took RWS to Sentosa resort world. Took a lot of photo and walk all the day to water world and baby keep wanted to feed the Sea turtle when we reached there. We around 4pm plus decide to went for vivo city for dinner , we ate at Food junction ordered Japanses food , quite delicious and yummy . Ordered Beef hotplate and salmon with chicken with a special sauce. After Finish eating , we went for shopping in Vivo city , then baby wanted to go Marina bay because it's still too early , Took 97 and stop at Marina. Reached home around 10pm .... Nice outing with baby .

Back To blog .

2010-07-17T10:36:00.000+08:00

Been a long time didn't had the time to Post any topic.

Yesterday Book out at 6:30pm .. Reach home around 7pm plus, during weekdays been busying study , and don't even had the time to exercise and also our camp don't even had gym for us to workout .. But in september times there will be a Gym room for us , Hope i had the chance to went there and to workout before POP .. Wednesday is the final test we had , we had 150 question to answer and had to score at least 70% to pass to Pop. If not we had to retake the test again.

Today woke up at 6am plus , can't sleep , think i get used to camp already , everyday woke at 5am prepare to brush teeth and water parade .

Later going to Orchard again to shop for cloths i want, hope i can find a nice T-Shirt :)

Deeply hurt .

2010-06-26T20:26:00.002+08:00

Why can't you understand my feeling ?

You don't understand me at all and why we should carry on ?

Been giving you chances , but you take it as granted .

I am hard to trust you anymore.

2010-06-20T16:49:00.002+08:00

Meet baby at 1pm plus mrt and headed to Bugis for shopping . Wanted to go there buy cap and belt , in the end didn't bought . Just bought a gym equipment only . Dinner eat at Aston , Worth to eat there . Quite cheap and full . I order teriyaki chicken with mashed potato and french fries , baby order black pepper chicken with onion and salad and order ice lemon tea , freshly brewed coffee . Total bill less than 20 dollar . After dinner we take bus to orchard , there a new shopping mall opening . But we didn't manage to shop ... Baby not feeling well , around 8pm we leave the place and fetch her home . Baby we still got lot of time to shop again , don't feel sorry for that le . Next week i plan to go somewhere and eat yummy food ^^ Loves

Last week Outing :) Went to Orchard and walk all the way to Marina Bay :)

2010-06-20T16:39:00.004+08:00

Precious day
Meet baby at her house bus stop and headed to Orchard . We been walking all the times didn't even rest. From Orchard to Dhoby Ghaut , Bugis , Esplanade, Suntec city, Marina bay. For dinner we stop at Marina Bay around 5 pm plus . After Dinner we walk again . Loves to heart talks with you and walk with you .

I really miss those days . Freedom.

2010-06-05T18:30:00.004+08:00

Honestly to now , I still can't get used to it in Home Team Academy. Yesterday just book out , and tomorrow had to book in again at 7:30pm . Don't even had time to go out ....... I really miss those days relaxing and spent times quickly without any worries. But now. It totally different ......

Everyday was hoping friday to book out . That the most happiness things .

Special Day to us 28 May 2010

2010-05-27T20:39:00.006+08:00

Love you.
From my bottom of my heart.

Took this at vivo city , Mei juan birthday .

Last 2 days to Enlistment.
Steamboat at bugis.
Vivo city .
Orchard .
Vivo City
Sentosa resort.
In bus going to Orchard.
Orchard.

It's our 7 months Anniversary . We had spent over 213 days together . During those few months i really appreciated and really enjoying the days with you , happiness , joyful ,laughter, and last is our heart to heart talks. This is the best way for us to understand and love more .

But since i went to National Service , everything had change , we seldom had time to talks and outings. I'am sorry that i choose this path first. But i really hope you will understand . Remember what you told me when i went to enlistment ? you must promise me . Everydays is precious . Cherish every moment with you . Laughter all the way to cheer you up . Giving you the best to let you know how much i care for you .

Really loves this photo we took together.

2010-05-27T19:38:00.002+08:00

Tan Yong Min Enlistment to Home Team Academy Since May 04 2010 .
Get into 139 Fit intake .

Finally it's over 1 month . 3 months to go POC. Been hoping the days comes.
During this few week our schedule is really busy , sometimes reach bunk at 9 pm plus .

Everydays the same things we does , wake up early at 5am plus finish whole things at 6pm plus. sometimes 9pm plus then can rest. Really stress due to Lesson and practicing drills .

And 1 week or 2 week to our IPPT Test.... If i don't manged to pass my IPPT , i will never get to copper ...

2010-05-23T16:46:00.007+08:00

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Whole Morning been exercise until now .

2010-05-23T13:42:00.002+08:00

Keep Exercise exercise until you really can't and knock it down ! This is the way of getting fit and strong. Never ever surrender .

Every morning we doing the same physical training. To maintain our endurance .

Today been exercising until now haven't stop . I want to prove to them that i am stronger than everyone whether is it PES C Or A.

Book in tonight by 8 pm .

2010-05-23T07:46:00.002+08:00

Tonight had to book in by 8pm . Just dry my clothes and pack all my things , Sad is we can't bought any foods in . I had no idea's why can't bring foods. Hope i won't get hungry at night. Will be back at 27 May if i am not wrong , Public Holiday on that day.

Trying my best to learn all those course and pass . 3 months to POC !!!! Usually we thought we POC At around August , but due to NDP , we had no chioce but to stay another 1 months .... and i don't know how can i survive just $400 plus every months , sometimes only $390 plus .

Anyway just don't wanna think , really stress inside there . Good things is that i get to learn a lot of different way of exercise to get the shape quickly and build up all the part of muscle body. Anyone interested let me know i can teach you :) total if i am not wrong is about 10 different exercise .

Just book out today , reached home at 10am plus.

2010-05-22T13:28:00.005+08:00

Today woke up at 5:30am , quickly grab some food to eat and prepared to go HTA. Been waiting 106 bus to come , in the end waited 15 min and realize that the bus start at 6:40am from Marina Ctr to my place . Quickly ran to keming school bus stop and wait for 157 , 66 , or 174 . Lucky i manage to board 157 .,But the bus didn't go to bus interchange . Rushing to take MRT . Reached MRT at 6:50am kinda late abit. After reaching Chua Choa Kang we quickly took a cab to HTA. $4.80 total and we divided into 4 person. Thought we are late , in the end we get there early by 10 min plus , Once we get the door key we straight away change to full uniform and fall-in by 5min .

Unfortunate i didn't had the chance to take part in NDP Parade rehearsal , because i had no confidence to join in , our squad had 38 people and they just need 13 people on that day . After that we went back and change to walkout attire and take bus home. Reached home around 10am plus.

Sad is those who didn't take part in NDP had to book in sunday night by 8pm , those who has take part, book in at monday night ....

Didn't realize that i been in HTA for nearly 1 month .

In National Service Police force , all you just need is to study hard , pass your IPPT Test and score a minimum of 90 percent and had the chance to get sergeant . I really hope i can get a good score and made it .

I 'am sincerly sorry for what i said to you yesterday until you can't sleep , my bad to tell you .

2010-05-16T10:26:00.003+08:00

I don't know what to said to you . I only want to let you know what my feeling are . If i said anything makes you dissapointed i am sorry.

During those few months , i had realize you had changed alot , except one thing is your attitude . I know you are hard to change that . and i don't had right to make you change so quickly . But try to change okay ? don't think too much also ah .

Yesterday Outing was really enjoyable and fun day to be with you , is like alot of stress and trouble totally gone . Though we just get to see each other once a week , but to me i really enough and happy, i can put all my stuff aside and with you all the times. Right now i am trying to change my way to make you feel blessed and happiness , this is my biggest wish to be.

A biggest hug to you loved ones

2010-05-16T10:19:00.002+08:00

Back to Camp at 8pm so i won't be blogging during this week . Everyday in a rush situation , even you can't get used to it , you also had too. Breakfast lunch dinner is just a few mins to finish eating and had to rush to change full uniform and report to lesson . Everyday the same . So many courses we had to attend this few months like , Lesson , Range , Dojo, swimming , physical training, and even circuit training . As for IPPT we only had 2 week more to go . So i am now trying really hard to pass my 2.4km , though i had heart problems, but i will try to run as much as i could , don't wanna lose any hope . One thing that i don't like it to had NDP parade , every sat burned can't go anywhere and only sunday was off and report at monday 8pm. So i don't think i will be going anywhere .

I got no idea why they said i am losing weight lol, i been eating alot nowadays every meal was like double the food i ate . Now the worst things is too get sun light alot . haish .

Love the outing today , so much fun and heart talks.

2010-05-16T00:21:00.002+08:00

Today was the most enjoyable day to be with you , went so many places , Sentosa and lots more , and went to buy singlets , thought is just $ 3 plus only, in the end cost $7 each and only bought 2 . After that dinner at KFC . Ordering Buddy meal set . So yummy and delicious . Coca Cola is the best drink :) Tomorrow had to report at HTA at 8pm . haish so fast had to go in again . sad

14days more to our 7 month anniversary ^^

2010-05-15T11:01:00.003+08:00

I been waiting for the days to comes. Don't know why i am so happy with 7 months , think because i really miss you alots , every lesson i keep writting down the days and months to comes. All my friends even said i am crazy . But i don't know why i miss the days comes.

we been together 1 months 2 months 3 months 4 months 5months 6 months and 7 months to comes.

from 28 Oct 2009 , 28 November 2009 , 28 December 2009, 28 january 2010, and until 28 April 2010 .

So many memories we had . Enjoying the days we had , enjoying the place we went, enjoying every single day with my loved ones , love to chat with you , love to make u laugh , love the way you are , and love the way you cheer me up .

This is my feeling for you . Truth everything i said , is came for my bottom of my heart and soul , and also the red seeds we picked.

September will be the days i POP can't wait to see you everyday :) 3months to left . I know you will be sad and alone during those days and months , but you must wait okay ? challenge .

11 days in HTA , finally had time to go shopping and eat lunch with family.

2010-05-15T10:38:00.003+08:00

Yesterday reach home at around 7 pm plus . Usually we leave HTA around 5 pm plus , but due to our lesson extend , we leave at 6:30pm at CCK . The moment we reached choa chu kang bus stop , all of us was so excited and can't wait to go Mac or 7 eleven to buy drinks or eat . Because we been never eat those junk food or sweet drink since the day we enlistment. I quickly rush to 7 eleven and bought sulpee apple , the taste was so yummy and sweet . you all may think it's normal because u all can drinks how many cups as you want, as for us we can't .

Finally after 11 days of confinement end , our next will be based on schedule , everyday had to go for water parade and flag raising then to our Physical Training and lesson . Is like 14 hours of studying , training and drills .

Most important in HTA is you had to learn quickly about the drills . Properly and can't move . If you move you will get punish 20 push up or more than that .

From next monday to friday our lesson had. Dojo , aqua jogging swimming , learning self defensive using T-baton , listening law test and much more. Quite interesting is Range , though i can't get used to it , but i will keep trying hard and learn more . English is most important part of life .

Next saturday will be our NDP rehearsal which mean that everyone of us had to report at 8am and end around at 9pm , won't had time to go out during saturday . But good things is that we can had sunday off then monday report at 8pm .

Our lunch so far is quite ok , provide us with breakfast , lunch , dinner and snacks , as for snacks we can bring in , but had to be healthy food .

Everyday different foods, but all is mixed vegetable , like mutton , veggy, chicken is every meal will had that.

I am doing fine in there , i get to know more friends , and one more thing i get to speak more proper English .

Really miss you alots, everyday keep seeing neo print before sleep or before exercise . The moment i see the photo, alot of memories flash into my mind . Happiness ,sadness, enjoyable laughter, and adorable hehe. Now i don't hope for everything , as long you are fine and happy , i will be happy .

Alot of things u will learn in NS, disciple , response , and action .
though you all may think is hard . But the moment u enlist to it , you don't had the chioce . Even your attitude is bad , you had to control . This is what NS life to be .

Okay talk about our squad . Our squad we had total of 7 squad from NS 16 To 21 . NS 21 is for those who are Pes C9 which mean they don't had to go for training or others, they just had to learn those simple things like drills, law lesson .

As for me i am Pes C1 and is also same as Pes A and B fit intake.
I had no idea why i am in that squad . Anyway is a good things too. I get to train hard and strong , learning alot of basic warm up exercise which can easily build up the muscle and endured .

i will prove to you all that even Pes C1 can do the same as Pes A and B and even much more better than all .

Good and Bad things in NS.

2010-05-14T21:14:00.002+08:00

My experience in National Service , it's better for you all to get at least diploma certificate so that you will easily rank to Copper after your 3month and 1 years to get Sergeant. Higher and Nitec the highest rank is only Copper and salary it's about $490 plus , to get to Copper rank , first thing is to pass all your IPPT test and your law test . As for diploma benefit will be much better , salary is about $800 plus . To me i don't had the chioce and i don't the had time to continues to study to Poly . A long path i had to go .

During 11 days in NS , i get to know alot of things.

first day of enlistment , had to wait about 3 to 4 hours registration. And which squad you get into . A lot of things had to wait . First day was the most toughest , get to punish everytime .

Alot of things which u shouldn't know also .

Just a word to you all , better train hard for your physical and endured this is the most important in NS. Keep fit at all times. If not you will really suffer .

2010-05-12T20:30:00.003+08:00

I am fine,quite get use to ns,every morning.Phyiscal training then lesson about law test.And PDT learning self defence and lots more.Really had to learn hard. Ndp I had to go sat haish.Poc until sep.

2010-05-11T20:55:00.003+08:00

During this few days of confinement,i get used to the life areally,just that i am still stress about the ndp parade.Every sat cant go out,only got sunday off and monday had to book in at 8pm. Really bored,everyday had to train train all the time. Still had to wait until september then pop,and i afraid i fail my test, if i fail i had to stay another mth to retest. Had to study hard. Laopo i am sry that i did not had the time to acc u.Really feel sry.

2010-05-10T21:19:00.001+08:00

I'm helping him to blog again.

I doing fine in NS. We been training all the times,one person do wrong we get punish all. From 20push up to 20diamond and lot more. Right now i just cant run 4km.Tmr i had to go for training and after that running and so on night doing drills. Tough.

And they provide us 3 meals to eat daily but sometimes not tat nice to eat,morning provide coffee and night is just fruit drinks. Right now i just need coffee haish. Really miss laopo lots. Hope she doing well and rest well loves.

2010-05-08T11:24:00.002+08:00

I'm his girlfriend. Helping him to blog.
This is what he want to say.

I am fine,just getting stress in first day.Training is really tough inside here. And every meal we had 10min to eat finish,after finish our meal we had to train drills and doing tough fitness. haish.I am missing my family,gf and my fish at home.

Tomorrow had to be early in the morning at 8:30am can't late .

2010-05-03T15:05:00.003+08:00

Just packed all my things, quite heavy . I had no idea what to bring there so i just bought a few things to bring there , 3 Towels, 2 toothbrush , toothpaste, Body foam , Shampoo, Shaver , Panadol in case headache, Medicine for stomach ache and sleeping attire just bring 2 singlets and 2 short pants . 9 Hangers , 3 pairs of socks. 6 undergarment, a alarm clock and a watch and it's already full can't bring anymore . Most important had to bring my Education certificate and POSB Bank account book and NRIC .

Tomorrow won't be blogging anymore had to undergo training for 10 days to book out , then 5 weeks to POP.

I know i may be to early to Go National Service but i seriously don't know what to do , so i decided to choose NS . After NS then decided whether want to work or further studies.

Can't bear to leave my gf for so many days but i had no choice , miss my parents, fish and lots more . Love you all .

Damn left 5 days to NS. Still got so many haven't bought yet.

2010-04-30T13:01:00.002+08:00

Tuesday had to be early to report to Home Team at Old Choa Chu Kang road. nervous on that day. Still got 5 days left and yet i haven't bought anything for the 10 days training. Haven't photocopy of Bank Account book , and certificate so many had to done it early but i still lazy to do....

Hope 2 years can quickly pass.

Tomorrow is my last Saturday and hope you all will be going gym in the morning at 9am . I really wanna train until 12 pm . Because i had not been stepping into gym for nearly half a year. Hope tmr will be fine when i lifting weight hehe.

That all for today post. :)

2 hour more to our 6 month anniversary !

2010-04-27T21:20:00.006+08:00

Every days and months just to be with you forever , 2 hours left to our 6 months anniversary which is mean we been together half a years.

Just a little card for you . I don't know what to buy , so i just made a card to represent how much i love you . Spent me nearly 5 hours to think and to design. And finally i decide to make a heart shape to fill all of our heart .

I really like the neoprint that we took last week. And today i really enjoying going botanic garden with you . Every place we went had a lot of memories especially Fish ^^ i know you don't interest about fish things but now you had really interested and follow me to feed fish :)

Sometimes i really angry about something you do and talks is just that i don't want to said and talk. I don't know is because i am too soft or just pretend nothing happened.

You did ask me why i love you ? my answer will be blank . Because i still want to be with you forever until it's fill in all our heart in once. Next time is my turn to control you haha, kidding , anyway we must always maintain this.

Always be the one who fill in all my heart into your heart Loves.

4 days more to our 6 months anniversary.

2010-04-25T00:22:00.006+08:00

4 Days more to our 6 months anniversary which is mean we had spent the days together for half a years. From friend to relationship. During those few months we had been facing so many difficulties but we still can solve it together , though is hard but we still managed to continue.

I had no idea who's wrong too , maybe i take it too seriously in this relationship or no , i am a sensitive person, jealously and also don't like to see something which i hate so much.

And also i get angry easily when someone showing me attitude, i don't know is a good things or bad , but i pretend nothing happened and let it go . Maybe i am too soft ?

I took this relationship seriously, and i don't took this as a game .

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A lots of happiness that we went before.

Nature park .
Little Guilin.
Mount faber .
Botanic garden.
East coast.
Sentosa.
Clementi Aquarium shop.

The most impression was the days we spent the times at mount faber , i will never forget that . I still remember we went there to pick red seeds together and went to feed turtles. Walking along the road side together holding hands and pick seeds again.

Nature park:
Raining days . I still remember i cycle there and gives you a ride there, but in the end it start to rains so heavily but i managed to brings you to shelter and sorry that you take cab homes.

a lots of memories we spent. Still had a long long to go , but i am not posting anymore :) because i know you will remember the place we enjoy together .

Enjoy so much today

2010-04-24T23:50:00.005+08:00

Left 11 days to National Service.

Cherish every single days i had now .

Today went to meet gf and take 106 to Orchard. Having lunch at 2pm and went to shop for shoes.

We decided to take neo print , really like the photo we took today .

Dinner at Mind Cafe with her cousins. Having dinner , Games and so much laughter , jokes . Finish eating at 10 pm plus, feeling unwell stomach pain so badly until i had to bear the pain and take bus alone . I had no idea what thing i ate wrongly ... And hope i can work tomorrow morning to night . Really can't take off .

Woot, finally i can easily life up 40lbs of barbell and doing 200 diamond push up .

2010-04-20T10:05:00.006+08:00

Wake up early today , having a bad flu , dad bought us nasi lemak for breakfast and went to work . After finish my breakfast, resting awhile and start my routine workout . Can't believe that i can easily lift up 40lbs barbell and do as much as i can. My record is to get 200 diamond push up today to maintain my size and weight.

I always thought that everyday training will makes you grow more muscle and bigger size , but i now then realize that everyday do will not helping muscle to grow, infect it will reduce your muscle and just get more stamina. Our body had to recover after 48 hours before going to gym again.

I always don't believe them saying resting after 48 hours . So i try resting a day and another day , and i can't believe it . it's really grow a lot and more strenght, just 1 week and it's improve .

Regret is i shouldn't listen to those people who keep saying exercise daily.

Now i am trying to get bigger arm and biceps, ticeps, chest in less than 2 week .

You all may think why i want to exercise everyday ? the truth is i don't wanna be fat again , really hate that so much . People laughing , mock , and all dirty words they said to me . really hate it.

Can't had time to accompany her due to work .

2010-04-20T00:13:00.003+08:00

gf is having bad flu and cough and i can't do anything, because i had to work and i can't simply take off . All i can do is just tell her to eat medicine and eat porridge and rest more.

Please take good care of yourself okay ? don't always so late then eat your lunch or dinner is really bad for your healthy.

And also control on food :( don't always eat mac or kfc , i really don't like you to eat those .

and remember your promise to me .Don't break your promise okay !

Loves

2010-04-20T00:03:00.003+08:00

Today work at 3pm ,thought i can managed to reach there at 2:30pm for the shuttle bus , but i miss the train and had to wait 6 min , reach there at 2:40pm was late , so i waited another bus at 3pm and start work at 3:10pm, was sweating so much. From 3 to 6 pm totally no customer at all. Had my dinner , crispy pork knuckle and some wedges and soup :) yummy . After finish eating i was in charge of outdoor , kinda boring there because i am alone and had to clean the table , take order , clear plate and etc. Work until closing today , need to pack the rubbish and throw , it was so smelly and dirty.

Finally tomorrow my off day , i been working 6 days nights , really tired and having a bad flu . Time is running out , left 2 week to NS , and i really don't know how much i can earn .

nothing to post goodnight.

I feel like study rather than going National Service.

2010-04-13T10:36:00.003+08:00

Is my decision wrong ?

I just feel like going to study rather than going to National Service. But its too late for me to apply the course and i don't think i can continue to study , not because i don't wish to study .

Is because of my family problems. They can't afford the money to let me continue to study anymore so now i had to independent. Being poor are really hard to survive in this world. Everyday pass and i still can't decide what are my future are.

I always think why should my mum give birth to me in this world ? and let me suffers so much of pain and stress . So many incident happen to me . I really tired and i just feel like dieing too , but i manage to survive once and another , you will never know how hurt and pain inside my body now. God had been giving me 2 chances and yesterday i nearly bang by car again, don't know why suddenly walk into the road without realize .
And also i been seeing those things again , i don't know is a good things or bad things but i just don't wish to care. It's been so long i haven't seen those and i don't know why i don't scare of it either , think i really get use to it already.

nothing more to post, so tired and 22 days left for me to enjoy before NS :(

2010-04-12T11:22:00.003+08:00

I Won't be blogging so often now. Was busy working and prepare for NS.

Finally i can do 10 set of 15 reps diamond push up with one leg support :)

2010-04-10T10:14:00.006+08:00

Keep trying different push up and finally learn a few push up freestyle :) One leg diamond push up , frog push up , And basic push up , but Still cannot do one hand push up yet, but i won't give up so easily.

Less than 20 mins i can do 10 set of 15 reps finish.

I always thought that doing push up just to gain chest.
But never knew that its also help to gain ticeps,biceps and others. Just a 1 week of doing , i had improve alots and muscle growing so quickly :)

During this few weeks really bored and nothing to do at home, just get scolded by mum for no reason and until now still the same, been 4 days and all the time i been eating noodle .

whenever i am stress i will grab something to eat or exercise all the time, to make me feel better and calm down.
I had no reason why she scold me , and i really hate it .

Had to rest and recover during this few days.

2010-04-09T10:46:00.010+08:00

Heart problem . Can't accept something . Nearly faint and can't breath, Never had this before. I really don't know how long more i can last. Need to recover my heart quickly before going National Service.

2010-04-01T09:15:00.009+08:00

If i had the chance again , i will choose to study well and get higher certificate. But it's too late for me ,left 1 month to go for National Service, and i had to serve 2 years , which is mean i am already 21 when i finish ns . Should i continue to study or working ? Really stress about this .

My GPA was 3.0 which i can go for higher nitec to continue study , but i choose to go National Service first , It's because i really not interested in Mechactronic Course , even if i continue to study there i won't get good result . I know myself, I always playful , didn't even study , didn't listen to teacher , always thinking of going out to had fun . Until now i am in this state.

I really regret that i didn't listen to my mum , she always remind me to study well , and always said that if you didn't study well you will regret your whole life . But i didn't care about it . Until now i had really realize what she said is true, everything she did , was for my own future.

After National Service i thinking of going back to study . But not higher nitec , Thinking to apply for Poly or private school , choosing the course i like.

Sad Sad Sad

So tired of getting 6 abs !!!!

2010-03-24T21:45:00.003+08:00

This is what i want :)

Getting a 6 abs isn't a easy way . I been doing my workout for 1 months plus and yet i only had 4 abs . But i won't give up so easily. Aiming my goal to get 6 abs before National Service.

I used to had 6 abs already , but body too small . Now aiming for bigger size !!!

2010-03-22T21:43:00.005+08:00

Working so many days and finally today was my off day . Meet gf at west mall after her BBDC .Take 963 bus to Vivo city to meet Yong an and Mei juan . Chit chat and shopping awhile . Really enjoying the day with you all . Never been so happy before. I really like to see you wearing dress :) and i am sorry that waste your time changing . If you really don't like to wear tell me :) i won't mind.

I'am faithful to you. I'am truly love you lots. I just want to be with you all the times no matter what .

Nobody but you !!!!! you the one i love most.

Remember not to hurt each others again okay? i can't take it seriously again.
I'am sorry that i mention again today . But i really can't forget. Whenever i think of that i start to get angry easily.

Busy this month. Can't had time to go gym.

2010-03-21T10:44:00.006+08:00

Shouldn't help my friend to work yesterday night . Busy all the way to midnight. Can't even had time to rest, Keep serving food to customer, taking orders.

Having a bad headache when i reach home. Damn.

Don't know why i been eating so much nowadays and keep getting hungry,lazy to exercise .2 week more to get my salary :0 and 1 month left to work , going to work more next month before going to NS.

2010-03-20T09:45:00.004+08:00

Yesterday can't had a good sleep , wake up at 5am plus keep sneezing and can't sleep . Online awhile and watch tv. Today not going anywhere staying home to do my workout exercise . Still had to work today just to help my friend. Next week will be more Off day for me :) i had 3 days off, finally i can go out enjoy. Really wanna spent more time with my parents, it's been a few month never had a good weekend outing.

I just want you to be cheerful without any worries

2010-03-17T07:57:00.003+08:00

Yesterday went to west mall with my mum to eat lunch , Don't know what to eat so i decide to had my lunch at burger king , I order Beef Burger for myself and Chicken burger for my mum because she can't eat beef . Its been a long time didn't went to burger king or KFC, seldom eat those things, Not because it's expensive or , is because i don't like to eat those , I will easily get fat and sick . After that mum went to other places while i waiting for gf to come .

We took 106 bus to Orchard , we went to so many places to shop shop :) I really enjoy the day with you , so much fun and laughter with you. I know you always said me fan , think you are too tired or i am too talkative .

Next time i try not to jokes with you and talk so much , so you won't always said me fan. But i'am trying my best to make you laugh and jokes with you , because i really want you to be happy and cheerful and this is my first time making funny faces to you , usually i don't make that .

I REALLY hope that i can spent time with you and jokes with you before i going to National Service, while you continue study and driving lesson. Anyway i don't hope for more. I just want you to be happy and cheerful and that it enough for me.

Always hug to heart .

2010-03-15T15:48:00.004+08:00

Gonna miss my hair badly :( 1 month more to BOTAK haish, sure ugly .......

gonna take a lot of picture to keep it as memories .

2 years can't had long hair , really hate it.

Anyone going gym !!!!!!

Exercise really hard to get 6 abs or 8 abs :)

always be there , With you all the time .

2010-03-11T08:10:00.013+08:00

TO: Silly Lao Po

I will never forget the day you bought the fish.
You Cherish every chance i give you, you took so much time finding, and makes you sweat so much and came all the way to my place just to forgive you .

I am really fine, but don't make me heart pain again okay? i really can't control my temple,I will get angry easily and wont answer any call , is because i really can't bear to shout at you, i been keeping inside my heart. I know i get jealous easily is because i care for you , love you .

I am really happy to be with you all the time.

When i am in a bad mood, you trying all the best to make me cheer up, i didn't knew that you will bring me to a place where there a lots of fishes in the pond.
I am touched and my tears keep dropping.

Always hug to heart forever 28.10.09

Our 2nd fish : 6 March 2010

2010-03-09T09:40:00.008+08:00

6 march 2010 . I will never let the fish sick and die again, i am sad that the fish we bought had died. This time i will keep the fish grow bigger and strong :)

I am really touched that u had bought the correct fish i want.I am sure you had spent a lots of time finding the Aquarium shop and took so much time to catch the fish i want, and i am surprise that you know the place. Love you .

You had cherish the chance i given to you, and u know that i really don't wish to do that , is because i am hard to trust anyone.But until the day you bought the fish and i had realize a lots of things. You are the one who given me courage, confident.

Until u had lost confident , I swear that i will always be there , always be the one who support you, always be the one care and protect you. Although i left 1 months plus to NS , i will spent more time , I am sorry i am a bit late to realize, that i didn't company you so much , due to work .

I used to be a quiet person, until the day i met you, everything had changed. i really appreciate that you done so much things to help me.

But you must believe one things, i won't never leave you , so now i am trying to help u gain back the confident . You must trust me.

Always hug to heart .

Exercise really hard nowadays.

2010-03-07T08:54:00.012+08:00

Really hope i can becomes MODEL, hope to get Bruce lee size

2nd Week of training boxing and push up , finally get rid of fat.Hope to get 6abs before going NS.

You all may think that it is hard to lose so much weight in just 1 month to 2 month time .

There a lot of way to lose weight without going to gym and diet .

Doing some simple warm up exercise .

Do as many push up as u can.

Do duck walk .

Boxing is the best exercise to get sweat and lose weight easily, it is best to had punching bag at home, or gloves.

This is what i do every 4 to 5 times and i had lose 2 to 3 kg in 2 months.

Don't diet or skip any meals,it wont help u to lose weight, infact is will make your body getting worst, and coffee don't drink too much .

2010-03-03T09:49:00.003+08:00

Today staying at home watching television and doing workouts. Off day ,not going out today , weather is too hot . This week can't go any places , tomorrow until saturday had to work at 6pm to 12:30am , will be too tired.

Austwine Cafe:

Anyone want to work as waitress ?
$6 per hour .
Weekday:

6:10pm to 10:15pm
sometimes 11:30am Closing.

Weekend :

5:10pm to 10:15pm or 12:30am Closing.

The place is at farmart.

Next week got 3 days off ....

22 days of working at nights.

2010-03-01T11:51:00.002+08:00

My biggest regret is choosing wrong courses , shouldn't choose Mechatronic as my first chioce. Now i had graduate with Nitec certificate and my GPA is 3.00 , which is mean i can carry on study to Higher Nitec. I had successfully get the courses again . But i didn't went to school to pay fees . Because i don't want to waste another 2 years to study the courses which i don't like it so much. The best chioce now is going to National Service to serve 2 years then decide whether want to study or Working as full time. I can't be so playful now, a lots of things i had to do . Giving me so much stress. Mum and Dad is getting old, i can't always let my dad to work. Everyday he had to early wake up at 5 plus and went to work at 7am , come back at 6pm . Working as a hot sunny area , even he sick also had to work to support us.

2010-03-01T09:12:00.004+08:00

Finally back to Austwine cafe , Its been 8 months that i didn't work at there. Today is my first day of working again :) ,working hours still the same, friends , and the surrounding area are the same. Today work at 6pm to 10:15 pm if i am not wrong, sometimes will be closing at midnight and free transport to send us home . I don't know its a great News anot, i work as 2 type of job ... One is waiter and chef assistant. Anyway i don't hope for more , i just want to worked 2 months before going to National Service . During this 2 months will be busy again, going for jogging 3 times a week , gym if i had time, and spent my time with my loved ones. I really hope the time and days will pass slowly. Not because i afraid to go in , is because i want to spent more time ..

One Wish

2010-02-27T19:00:00.001+08:00

by Jacob M Parnell

If I had one wish.
If one desire could come true.
If I had one wish.
My wish would be you.

If I could choose.
I would stay in your arms forever.
Our hearts would fuse.
And our love would become an endeavor.

I would wish for you to stay with me.
For you to be my love.
You would be my hearts key.
Forever my angel, my dove.

Forever is a long time.
To require in a single command.
I will write our love in a rhyme.
For it would be my demand.

I would ask of this.
Only with your permission.
Lost in a kiss.
Our love is my ambition.

So I wished upon the star.
The star that reminded me most of you.
My actions seemed bizarre.
But this wish I had to pursue.

If I had one wish.
My wish would be you.
And since I made that wish.
My wish has come true...

21 feb Chinese New Year Visit - Xueli , Livia House

2010-02-27T11:27:00.003+08:00

Triple Dates outing at sentosa around 4pm plus .

2010-02-24T21:17:00.002+08:00

Today been going so many places. CMPB,Dover ite ,Choa chu kang then to farmart to interview for job. Accompany Zi jian to deferment his NS things, then head to dover ite to collect the approval. After that around 4pm going to farmart to interview for job. Really tired today...

2010-02-23T09:58:00.003+08:00

Yesterday working at 9pm giving door to door flyers. Thought we can finish 2000 piece in 2 hours time. In the end we get cheated. nearly 20 block to finish in 2000... and just to earn $40... But we didn't carry on working, we stop at half way and sitting there to chat and went home around 12am .

Hard to finish 1000 piece , but we managed :)

2010-02-22T08:39:00.003+08:00

Trying my best to give you happiness .
Trying my best to show you how much i love you.
Trying my best to make you smile .
Trying my best way to concern you.
Trying my best to protect you no matter what happened .

Always there for you .
Always care for you.
Always love you.
Always hug you.
Always kiss you.
Always heart talk.
Always shelter you .

I love you.
I wanna spent all the time with you.
I want to care for you.
I want to protect you .
I want to show you how much i love you.
I want to let you know that everything i done , always love you .
I want to be with you forever.

I don't want you to be sad.
I don't want you to cried.
I don't want you to stress.
I just want you to be happy all the time with me.

2010-02-19T21:29:00.004+08:00

Fashion style.

Kinda boring today, been sleeping from afternoon to evening, wake up and eat dinner then online checking fashion things and learning some english words :) I seem to interested about fashion designer, like to wear those clothes and stand on stage, really like to become model :) kidding, don't deserve to be model also haha

2010-02-17T09:12:00.003+08:00

I want you to realize everything i did
always think of you

I am sorry that i been hurting you so deeply.

I had my reason.

I don't wanna get heart hurt again.

You all may think i am changed.

But i am still the same .

2010-02-16T23:39:00.001+08:00

2010-02-16T09:15:00.001+08:00

Just finish my one week of training, and its really works. Now going for 2nd week again :)

2010-02-15T07:51:00.003+08:00

Today woke up at 7am, Waiting for my dad to buy breakfast for us :) and going for exercise . I think today they were still the same playing manjong or cards... Don't know what to wear later ....

2010-02-15T07:39:00.004+08:00

This is my first time wearing checker sleeve.

Yesterday went to relative house around 3pm was so boring and nothing else to do, they all were playing Manjong or watching tv. Every years the same, so little of red packet.. anyway i had get used to it already. Can't eat too much also, Throat still haven't well yet...Every Chinese New Years i will keep eating non-stop like pineapple tart , bak kwa . But this year i cant eat that much , only eat one and enough for me already :) had to quickly well . Lucky that i spent my time quickly .. Playing cards with them , we were playing blackjack, and i win some money ^^

2010-02-12T08:06:00.007+08:00

Try this Workout everyday or 3 times a week. Really help u to lose weight plus gain muscle too :)
Without Gym also can train .

Warm up 5mins.

Do push up as much as you can until u really can't.

If you had any dumbbell or barbell curls , rubber cable. Try this method.

First, grab dumbbell, Get a lighter weight like 5kg each,doing non-stop until your hand really numb.

Use rubble cable to do the same .

Barbell, Lift up and down and backward to train your bicep, triceps quickly , but be careful when u doing backward, You will easily get injuire.

Don't ever get heavy weight to train , you will get shorter, i had try before.

I used to think that carry heavy weights will be better than lighter weights, But its wrong,heavy weight is just to train your stamina , while lighter weight can help you to get shape quickly.

Just get this few equipment and u can start your training workout :)

To me , I don't wish to get fat anymore, I Use to get laugh by friends when i was in secondary school, calling me fatty,pig or even more worst, and others. So from that day , i told myself that i will never get laugh again and prove to them.

Never give up everything , just do what you want.

2010-02-11T09:48:00.007+08:00

Finally graduate from ITE.
Currently now working as part time , waiting for application now, don't know whether want to further study or just go for NS to serve 2 years. I had set my goal in 2012 :)

5 things i hope to become.
Police.
Gym instructor.
Fashion designer.
Model.
Artist.

2010-02-10T22:42:00.002+08:00

10 Feb bought :)

Our first time bought the fish together :) and now i had to feed the fish to grow ^^

I promise you that i will take good care of the fish :)

2010-02-10T22:29:00.003+08:00

2 drawing of koi fish :) Leave a comment if u think is nice.
Been 1 years never drew anything.

Hope i can be a designer :) design T-shirt :)

2010-02-10T07:55:00.004+08:00

I will keep trying and trying until i had totally sucess. I won't give up everything .

hmm does swimming really help to build up muscle quickly? I been so long never step into swimming pool, Since i was 13. But lucky i still know how to swim abit. I want to Sun tan my body, i felt that being a white skin is not really good... I want to Tan until fully black skin :(

Going to Bukit batok swimming complex to learn .

2010-02-09T22:35:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow shop for CNY Clothes again in morning with friend :) Today morning went to jurong point to look for clothes and long sleeve, in the end bought T-shirt :) Ng bought that shirt for me for my birthday present . The design really nice, but the material too soft and Tight . Been looking for so many shop , Fresh box,Everlast,Option,Man master,Man studio still cannot find long sleeve ...

Looking for long sleeve in queentown , hope can find a good design :)

2010-02-09T08:51:00.002+08:00

Will be tired and busy during this few days until feb 13 .

Gonna work everyday from 2 to 10pm , sometimes maybe 10:30pm.

Sometimes can't even rest awhile, Customer keep coming in and trying clothes .

Some of the customer even trying so many clothes and pants , in the end didnt bought any,until i had to pack them all.

Been pasting price tag all the times , not just a few , is like 200 plus of clothes to paste. Everyday the same.

After pasting all the price tag, i still had to arrange them nicely .

Left 5 days more to new years and i had no job .

Really stress . I had to find another job after Chinese New Years.
Not because i need money , is because i like to work a lots , working can really spent time quickly and can earn money too.

Staying home do nothing is not my type . I like to go out working :)
I wanna look for morning job to afternoon , something like factory or sales

2010-02-08T20:17:00.002+08:00

Really enjoying the day with you all.

Went a lots of places today :)

Girlfriend and xueli came to look for me in gym.

Then we went to gombak kopitiam to eat lunch.

Finish eating we decide to go sembawang to shop , in the end wasted our time going there... So small and nothing else to shop.

So we decide to went to westmall, but xueli got something on and went early .
Girlfriend going to comics collection to look for ft island.....

After looking , we decide to went for a walk and heart talk, sitting there to rest also .Resting finish we carry on walking. End up we went to aquarium shop and bought a fish :) finally i had time to bought the fish i want , because i always busy working . Around 5 plus, gf going home .

So much fun and laughter today. I hope i can always be so cheerful :)

Its hard for me to control my temple :(

2010-02-07T09:04:00.004+08:00

Why so hard to understand ? I just want to treat them well .

I want to understand them .

But why they always had to show attitude to me .
Or saying something really bad words that hurt me.

I just want to changed to a better person, why is it so hard?

I really don't like people showing me attitude and making fun of me.

But why they still carry on ?

Especially my friends....... Can't believe they said this to me, and you should know that i am not that person .

I know i did wrong in the past , but doesn't mean i still the same .

But i get retribution already.

I really don't know why .

I had my problem too.
A lot of things waiting for me to finish.

2010-02-06T09:57:00.002+08:00

8 days more to end my job :) really tired of working , been working 2 months and Off only 5 to 6 days. Weekend had to work too.I can't even had a good sleep nowadays.

Today woke up and i found out that i been losing 1 kg plus :( don't know is a good things or bad.

After Chinese New Years i had to look for another job to work until May . Going to NS soon.

2010-02-06T08:17:00.006+08:00

I hope i can be a GYM INSTRUCTOR or Martial Arts.

This is what i want to be

No matter how hard the training , I still carry on and wont give up everything i had.

2010-02-05T10:51:00.003+08:00

I am totally not the one i am now. All my past is DELETE now.

I won't remember all those unhappy things in my life, because i find that its not worth to think.

Going to look forward to my new life . 2010

My biggest wish is to get back my shape, because i been getting weak days by days didn't had time to go gym often .

And hope i can quickly go to NATIONAL SERVICE to learn some experience and getting a good body shape :)

2010-02-05T08:15:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the day we graduate.
But i'am not happy at all.
Just don't know why,
I had never been so stress before.

A lot of things i had to think and make the correct decision.
I cannot be so playful.
I used to think that everything is easy for me, but totally wrong.
I had to think of my future now.
I can't always working as part time or full time just to earn so little money.
Everyday i work , 8 hour to 10 hour a day, Pay still little to me.
And now i get the ite cert , i still thinking how am i going to find a good job.
So MUCH STRESS .

I going NS soon and need another 2 years to finish. I can't study anymore :( no time left for me . Once i finish NS. I had to start finding full time to work.

2010-02-01T08:25:00.002+08:00

Muscle decreasing ...

2010-01-31T10:19:00.000+08:00

Had to work today at 12pm to 10pm. Don't know how to spent the time faster... Pay finally raise to $5 :)

2010-01-30T08:34:00.005+08:00

2nd days of medicine, throat still pain.. Really worried so much.. This is my first time getting the most serious diseases. Think i had ate something wrong that the reason i get this.. Hais. Really no mood during this few days. PAIN...

Every seconds is killing me ..
I will bear the pain !!!!!!!!!

We must always HUG HEART.

2010-01-29T21:50:00.002+08:00

I will get well soon !

2010-01-29T13:32:00.003+08:00

Found out that my throat had swollen until so badly... Went to bukit timah to see doctor. In the end i waited 2 hour plus. I can't believe myself that i having a serious sore throat and had to eat 10 days of medicine plus another 5 days more to see again . He said i get the worst disease , if still haven't recover , i need to go for operation again.. I really hate to go NUH again. Its remind me a lot of bad memories.

In my life i don't wish to go NUH again.My nightmare .... During this 10 days i had to drink 12 cup of water a day , apple juice, salt water , nearly 6 kind of different pills to eat. It so bitter and so hard to swollen .

I am worry about my medicine bills... Once time had to pay nearly 60 plus and i need to go 1 more time or 2 .. really don't wish .

Today i really worried about my mum,She worried about me until i don't know what to do, really feel like crying, but i had to control it. Its really hurt to me.

I had never had this feeling before. Until now i had saw what my mum had done so much for me.I told myself that i will never make her angry again , really had to control my temper. She really care for me so much. I am really a useless person who didnt realize it.

Today Taking Off because i cant talk so much , and i get scold by boss... He said i am playing a fool of him. Omg i can't believe he said that to me. I been helping him so many times. if i really had chioce i rather not work at that tiny places.

2010-01-29T08:05:00.002+08:00

Woke up at 7am , sore throat pain :( no appetite to eat. Later work at 4pm , going to see doctor later :( damn wasted money again .

2010-01-27T23:46:00.008+08:00

Yeah finally my 19th Birthday today and Our 3 Month Anniversary. Same days Celebrate.
Hope you like the photo i edit together, Although is just a few photo , But we still got a long way to go . We must fill it all okay ? and we still haven't finish the whole bottle of red seeds yet.

3 month Wish: I hope that everything i do , Will really make you change one day , i am sorry that i been forcing you to change , the reason is because of me . every time i saw you disturb or others. I will always think of my past. And that the reason why i get so angry for that. Not because of you . Is because i really cant forget all those things .

But now. I had changed, not the one i am now.

We must always HUG HEART.

2010-01-27T22:30:00.002+08:00

Been Working in VIP for nearly 1 month plus. Didn't had time to go out because of the timing. Always at 4pm to 9:30pm and was so tired everyday especially when no customer at all . Been standing ,sitting,walk around until end of work. The pay was really too little. But just had to bear with it until new years . I had lose 1kg plus again ... Didn't eat a proper meal during my dinner. And my eyes still haven't recover yet . Injure left eyes badly.

2010-01-27T22:21:00.002+08:00

I am so touched when the moment i online and saw my blog. It totally changed. I love the photo a lot . Thanks Xueli for changing blogskin. And specially Thanks gf for doing so much thing for me. Really touched when you edit the picture to brightness. And i never think of that too. You really can read my mind :)

Tomorrow is our 3 month anniversary.
And i had older again :( 19th .

2010-01-26T08:01:00.005+08:00

A totally different person / 2010 will be a new start for me.

Today woke up at 7am, Online awhile, and went to look for something, in the end i found a few fitness books... Its been a long time i had never go gym before. Was really busy working . All my muscle are gone soon.... 1 years plus of training totally wasted. Always finding excuse not to go gym . Kinda tired or stress this month. I been eating a lot of foods nowadays.

But now , i started back , Soon i had to go NS, I really hope i can train back the shape that i used to had.. haha .

Do what you want to be, Don't find any excuse to give up everything .

2010-01-22T09:31:00.002+08:00

I can't cheer up myself.
Don't know why nowadays i been so hot temper and attitude really bad.
Lack of sleep...

2010-01-06T13:12:00.002+08:00

HOPE 2010 WILL BE A BETTER LIFE FOR ME .

Really hope i can quickly finish my NS and sign or find a job to work.
Hope everything i do is worth it.

Earn lots of money.

Try to change my attitude .

Control my temper.

2010-01-05T21:08:00.003+08:00

BORING TODAY . Went to Bukit Pajang Sheng siong with my mum to buy things. Force my mum to buy 1kg of lala to cook for dinner. Yummy. Went to eat Mini steamboat . Reach home at 3pm and nothing to do at home,then after 6pm went downstairs to cut hair. Omg now my hair really short. After 7pm exercise until 9pm. Online a few hours.
Yeah will be busy this few week now . Tmr Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday until Chinese new year all the way work. Dont wanna stay at home . So boring.

2010-01-04T10:00:00.012+08:00

Every Heart shape represent how much i love you in my heart. I will make it to 999 shape .

alhough we cant be seeing each other, but we still can msg or call. I know you will be busy this few weeks. I will wait for you to ask me out.And i hope we can go Mount Faber again okay? I will never forget the days with you , Everyday is precious to me. And we must fill in all the red seeds together , Jogging with me , feeding the fish, and heart talk.

I LOVE YOU GF.
FROM MY HEART.
MY SOUL.

2010-01-04T09:53:00.002+08:00

Going to Work and Work during this few weeks to spent my time quickly. I don't wanna stay at home. Too Boring and nothing to do, is like Eat,Exercise,Online,Sleep,Eat. Yesterday was my last working day. But i intend to work again, Is kinda Tired and Nothing to do . Time past slow when no customer . But no chioce .

Working isn't a easy way .

2010-01-04T09:47:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was so boring and slack in work, From 1pm to 10pm . 1pm to 4:30pm Westmall then boss ask me to go jurong point to work until 10pm . I not sure whether want to go NS first or Study. If NS i can work until May 4 .Stress,

New Long sleeve and short sleeve . LOVE IT.

2010-01-02T13:23:00.003+08:00

Little Gulin Nature park :

Early morning woke up, Eat breakfast and prepare to go gym.Reach at 10am plus. End at 11am... Cant get used to it in gym .... Think i been too long never train. used to carry heavy weight and 2 hour workout.. Now only less than an hour and feeling tired .. sad. Lazy to take bus home, So we take a walk in gulin and took some of the photo :) then went to Aquarium shop to look for Discus fish , in the end the price still $50 each ..

2010-01-01T13:59:00.009+08:00

Botanic Garden.

Went to Botanic Garden for Picnic and chit chat. Reach there at around 12:30pm, finding a good place to sit and eat. Been 1 year never go there . Finally this is my 2nd time went there and even picnic , We had muffins,jelly,drinks,biscuit,bread,and lots more.After eating , we go for a walk and feed the fish and swam. Really enjoy the day with gf/bf . So much fun and laughter . Gf remember we must together and feed the turtle and fish or feed my turtle if u want hehe.

Turtle 4 years now, and 6 mth little turtle lol.

My lovely Discus couple. Its been 5month now . Bought it at Aquarium shop :) Going to buy 2 more discus soon. :)

2009-12-31T08:51:00.003+08:00

Christmas Day celebrate: This my first time celebrate with them , really enjoying the day with them and so much fun . Exchange Present ,Dinner,Shops and lot more. And really thank gf for giving me a Long sleeve shirt. LOVE IT LOTS. hehe finally this my 2nd time wore long sleeve. And thank Minyi for giving a wonderful Mug to drink coffee hehe.

Without you i wont be so happy in life.

2009-12-28T08:30:00.002+08:00

Working Until Jan 4. Anyway wanted to quit that job . Kinda Boring,Been slacking all the time... Ytd work from 2pm to 9:30pm been sitting and sitting until end work.Looking for another job soon.

This week will be busy until Feb.... seldom had time to go out now.

2009-12-27T12:24:00.003+08:00

I will be busy until New year... Seldom had the time to go out. The most i can is only at morning until 3pm plus. Been working 4pm to 9:30pm ... and only rest 1 to 2 day.
Kinda Broke . And i will be going to gym on every Morning . anyone going let me know.

2009-12-24T10:33:00.004+08:00

YEAH tomorrow is Christmas day . Finally this is my first time celebrate with them . I had never been celebrate Christmas day before. Last year working and didn't go to my relative house celebrate.And this my first time bought present also...

Without you , i wont be so happy .You encourage me a lot. LOVE YOU FROM MY BOTTOM OF MY HEART. HUG. FOREVER.

Been Working 3 week now. is like working full time lol .

2009-12-24T10:25:00.003+08:00

3 week Working in VIP already, so far only took 4days Off . Is like having full time job, but actually not... Just a part time only. And everyday had to work at 4pm to 9:30pm just 5 hr plus.. Sat sun 2pm to 9:30pm. Really wish i can stay at home without working and earn money.

Life had to goes on. no choice had to admit it.

My first time trying long sleeve . Leave a comment if you think is nice

2009-12-19T22:02:00.005+08:00

Do i look good in wearing those? This my first time trying. But i will never buy it, cos too expensive ...

Leave a comment if you think is good.

Going to get big size now.

2009-12-18T22:53:00.003+08:00

Anyone going to GYM ? Been 3 month didnt go in ..